i am a bore

and i think apples make good pets.

Sunday, July 31, 2005

tick tock

tick tock tick tock.

i feel so happy today =) my life is back on track. whoot!

Saturday, July 30, 2005

songs

you know how certain things remind u of some people... well i use songs to represent people... and sometimes it sucks when u hear da song everywhere you go, especially when your memories aint dat pleasant... and i have no idea what i'm doin listenin to this song over and over again. damn it.

pms-ing?

my mood has hit da high point... i just don't feel like talkin to anyone... i just dun wanna entertain dem... man i think ppl are gonna start hating me... well, fah even thought i was pms-ing... well, sorry ppl i never pms... ahha =) fah said sth in da toilet today (yea we're always in da toilet) 'they say that those who always laugh all the time always end up cryin'... well it kinda seems to be true... maybe i'm just tired of bein happy all da time, i just wanna have some time to myself, you know what i mean? oh well, if you dun, it's just too bad *wink*

sometimes i wonder, whether whatever i'm doin is worth it... isit really what i want? i dunno i just think that i'm blindly going after sth which i'm not even sure i really want... i'm at a loss as to what i should do... things at home are gettin intolerable... grades down down down... friends are gonna hate me sooner or later... i just hope i can slap myself awake and look at where i'm going... damn it.

i think i know what i'm gonna do. i'm gonna make sure i dun have so much time so that i dun ruin my life further... and thanks fah meow... u both really mean da worldddd to me... helped me think things thru =)

Thursday, July 28, 2005

super duper long entry

doomed. doomed. doomed. i dunno what da hell is wrong with me... i just cant control how i feel... i'm flarin up at everyone... i swear i'm gonna blow. i just feel so angry, so moody... shit, i've never felt this way before... i just dun feel like talkin to anyone... i dun wan to get involved in anything... i just wanna hide in one corner... i dun wanna face da damn world... i'm a lying bitch. a slut. a whore.

we skipped skool today... there was a new fac cumin in cuz mike tee wasn't in skool... man he was a terror... ahha he was freakin strict and his gradin system was like WHOA... u cant even score a B, let alone an A... anyways he threatened to make us all cry and blah blah... what a threat. hilarious. so we all skipped skool in da end... went to eat, and den we split into two grps... one went hme (of cuz i'm in dat grp), da other went shoppin *whoot* anyways, me and fah we went to slack at da lib for a while... what an exciting place to go, i know... but what da hell?i've not looked at a book for like ten thousand yrs... time to start readin and build up my vocab... very useful when attemptin to scold ppl =)

juls almost lost her lappie today... everyone was freakin scared, but she was so calm. amazing. if it were me, i would be HYSTERICAL! anyways three ppl brought her lappie back... at last, proof there are still some kind souls out dere... but we suspected it was actually stolen, cuz we left it in da ground floor gals toilet, and guess where it re-appeared? at da gals toilet, but second floor one... what da hell right? oh well, at least it's found.

i'm skipping skool tmr... basic science module... man dat seriously sucks... and sci was supposed to be one of my best subjects, and i can't even comprehend ONE SINGLE LESSON... oh well... so we're headin out for a movie... and later headin back to skool for some rally juls and fah have to go for... we're re-watchin red candy... lol... more like I'M re-watchin... da rest are watchin it for da first time... if only sy would come along... i would loveeee to see his face when watchin dat movie... whoot!

i'm so lazy to read ppl's blog nowadays... especially cher's entries... freakin super duper longggg... wah i keep scrollin down and it never seems to end... cher cher cher... she blogs rarely, and when she does, it's super long... i can't stand it!!! i feel like ripping her blog into pieces and throw it into da jungle when i see her entries... ARRRR!!! if u wanna see her blog (u'll know what i mean when u see it) her webby is http://candycoated-waterdrop.blogspot.com. heck, even her webby is super duper long... lol.

i know this is probably one of da longest entries i've written... looks like cher's influencing me... man, gotta stay away frm her...

i feel so confused inside... i dun even know what i want anymore... i can't even trust myself... sometimes i really ask myself... what da hell am i doing? i'm losing everything, everyone, even myself.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

my life is so fucked up.

i've been lying so much nowadays... i feel so confused, so lost somehow... it's as though everyone is gettin distant... i feel so far away from the world... i feel like i'm some fucked up bitch... i'm losin my temper over da slightest thing... i snap and jump at everyone... i feel like slappin everyone, sometimes even myself. my temper is gettin worse and worse. i feel like shit. i think i need a break, to get away from everything... amazing. sometimes i make myself busy so that i won't think about such things... i always want to have sth to do, so that my imagination wun run wild... i feel awful when i'm free, cuz i dun wanna think, honestly.

i'm insecure. i think way too much.

anyways at least i'm talkin to mB now... at least dat brightens up my day... but i just feel dat in my pursuit, i'm neglectin many things i oughta be concentrating on... i'm quarrellin with everyone at home, i feel like slappin myself, my grades are slipping, and there is so much politics going on i feel suffocated. and not to mention my friends. i think i'm gonna lose them soon if i dun sort all of this out. my life is such a piece of shit right now.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

re-dyed my hair!!!

okie dokie i've done my hair... re-dyed it... man i couldn't get rid of da highlights... it turned reddy orange while my normal hair colour is copper brown =) under da light, my hair looks completely orange... so i guess i've upgraded from pineapple to orange. lol.

i'm bored bored bored. i hate weekends. everyone is too tired to go out. i'm also too lazy to drag my ass out there. i got nothing to do. nothing at all. no one's online. nothing's on tv. luckily i'm going out tmr or i'll die from boredom. seriously. but it's not as if tmr is gonna be sooo fun. we're goin to the library. yay. yahoo. whoop-piddy-doop.

i dun think he even gives a fuck.

just another entry

just woke up.

thought i was okie, but i'm still sick.

damn.

nothin to eat at home.

so there i was, slaving over da stove.

cookin instant noodles.

and it turned out like crap.

i told you i can't cook.

i'm probably gonna re-dye my hair.

get rid of da flop colour.

and i think i wanna change blogskin.

i used to go crazy over it.

and now i'm tired of it.

shit, i am so fickle.

i don't even know whether i will like him long enough.

damn.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

i passed da flu!!!

oops.
i passed da flu.
to da guys in klass.
sorry.
i should have listened to you guys.
to see a doc.
and stay home.
and now i'm well.
yay!
and all of you are sick.
what a weekend.
=)

vB day!

hmmm... classroom politics. it can be scary sometimes. you don't even know who you can trust.

photoshoot. over and done with. whew. i'm gettin da pics in three days time, which would be sunday? ahha i'm not really dat excited, surprisingly... maybe cuz i dun like takin pics? hmm... da shoot ended quite late, so i went home with my hair punky and my make-up *whoa* everyone was staring all da way... lol. dey had to shape my eyebrows... ahha so far, everyone loves it... ahha =) i'm tryin to love it too...

today's klass wasn't bad... although our presentation sucked, but still... ahha da klass guys were sweet enough to teach me vb... ahha they took so long before i got it! ahha so embarrassing... but still, today's klass wasn't dat bad... at least i had fun with my klassmates =)

it's being said dat we're changin klass next semester, which is like, four weeks time? damn i dun wanna change klass... i really dun wanna... i loveeee all of dem so much... i will miss dem so much... we're gonna petition... whoot... cool eh? hope dey dun change klass... i love dem too much =)

piCtures of da day:

kuku fah tryin to bite me
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fah and her antics =)
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one serious, one smiling... kya telepathy we have
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da OI! on da wall... not very clear though
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okie this pic sucks, i look like some spasticated kuku, but fah thinks it's very artistic... probably cuz of my shirt?
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Friday, July 22, 2005

bullied

i'm being bullied.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

enterprise klass

today was an okay day... i felt pretty sick da whole day... fah and juls were so nice as to cover my share of da work so dat i could catch some sleep =)

one guy brought laughin gas to skool... it was damn nice sia =) i inhaled it in, and all of a sudden i felt giddy and i became giddier by da second, until it all seemed like a dream, as though nothing mattered, and i started laughing and laughing... i tried ot stop but i cudn't... i stopped only when da giddiness went away... it was damn cool, really, da feelin dat u get... dat nth else except you in da world mattered... damn great.

i have a million thoughts running through my head now... today i managed to control myself pretty well, but it sure can be improved... i think i've got just about everything sorted out =) finally.

we had a lil alcohol today, not much, only ard five percent... me and juls shared one bottle, shawny and sy da other one... it was damn funny, sy's face turned red (again) like a tomato!!! and da embarrassing thing is, juls and i felt nth at all, our faces din even turn red... lol damn funny... so we can safely say: sy is useless lol.

i'm not sure whether i wanna go skool tmr... it's sci and i hate sci klass... but i have a photoshoot after skool tmr (freakin nervous) and it is pretty near skool so i can just pop over... hmm not really sure... see what fah plans to do =)

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

today's debate.

today klass was damnnnn fun... ahha we kept crackin jokes all day... and da best thing is, they weren't even funny!!! ahha they were soooo lame i swear i was laughin until i almost had a fit.

cant control myself

okie i'm not really sure what's wrong with me, i'm just so hot tempered all of a sudden... i cant really control what i'm feeling...

i've been tryin my best to get along with all of dem and try to fix da family back... and i can say that i think i pretty much succeeded... until recently. i dunno what da hell i was thinkin... i just get irritated at da slightest thing... and i'll just snap at everyone... i know everyone feels it, and i feel a lil bad, but i just cant control myself... damn, looks like everything i've been doin is going down da drain.

even in skool, i feel like scolding everyone... i just feel dat i've changed so much over da past few days... i guess i dun want everyone to look at me differently? i just have to try to control myself... to control what i'm feeling... and i wanna be who i used to be. well, let's just see how tmr goes =)

pics of da day:

Cher kissin me (and I think she can taste my foundation *wink* I'm sure it tasted good, it's good stuff okie???)
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Cher rejectin my kiss (she can kiss me, why can't i kiss her???)
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we look like bianBian!!! *whoot* (btw, bianbian is our beloved klass mascot *da hamster*)
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awww I think I look so angelic here =)
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oh these lovely eyes... who could they belong to??? *hmmm* (must be dunce number two: leukaemia kid)
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

happy. happy. happy. happy. happy.

i am so happy. happy. happy. happy. happy.

i've finally got started on my 'mission'. yay! i know i can do it... i know i can... *whoot* i've been pretty confused about what i was doin with my life earlier on, but i think i pretty much got it all figured out =) today was an okieee day... i was pretty pissed with sy... what a racist jerk. sometimes i think it's not dat he's playing, but he really has sth against us... and like fah says, takes every opportunity to say sth... i dunno laa... but he's being such a jackass.

anyways i'm so happy. happy. happy. happy. happy.

Monday, July 18, 2005

i miss everyone

i'm gettin butterflies in my stomach right now... not sure why... can't wait for skool tmr... i'm just so bored stuck at home, and all of a sudden i miss fah baby...

i know it's wrong for me to think this way... after all da trouble i've gone thru... i just dunno of i can break dem up... i think it's almost impossible... i just dun have da faith dat i can do it... but i like him really i do... but am i sure it's all worth it? i'm not sure, i'm really not sure.

i miss everyone... can't wait to get back to skool =) i miss u cherie too. same to juls.

thomas = ashraf???

okie this is so lame. i cant even recognize monkey boy.

cinema with keke and julia gulia

okie dokie let's continue on what happened ystd... i went out for dinner with my parents and bro, followed by a movie... ahha managed to psycho my mum into payin for whatever i bought... i'm gettin pretty good at da psycho-ing thing eh? lols** okie dokie so guess who saw me when i was buyin da tickets? keke... ahha turned out he was also buying tickets for da same show, same time for him and julia gulia... and their seats were just two rows in front of us... lols... such a coincidence... hmmm why dun i ever see cher in da cinema =) i'll throw popcorn and irritate her... ahha!

yeps da show was pretty long winded... i was dead tired, almost fell asleep in da cinema... =)

i'm gettin more pimples day by day... what da fuck? it must be da weather... man it makes me look so ugly... pimples, pimples go away, dun even try to come back another day... any products to recommend ppl? lols i'm desperate... yeps, and i sound like da typical bimbo right now... but else can a girl blog abt? her pimples *haha*

Sunday, July 17, 2005

today we had to go back to skool for some rotaract thing... well i reached da mrt station on time, only dat kuku fah was half an hr late... man i almost hit the roof! okie dokie so we were starving and we were freakin late... so what da hell? we decided to just go for breakie... so we went to mac... we also met juls who got da timin for da meetin wrong... it was supposed to start at 0830 and she though 0930... lols she's damn hilarious... okie so we reached da rotaract thing abt ten... and no one scolded us... in fact dey can still direct us to our seats =) den we had a painting session... two people to one artwork... me and juls one... and fah and yaya one... of cuz we all knew whose artwork was nicer... two art students VS none... ahha! and da fac loved ours... sayign it was damn different frm da rest =)

me and jul's artwork
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fah and yaya's artwork
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okie and so after dat juls went to work, and me and fah went for some job interview... okie da place was totally psychotic... oh man! da whole place was full of seventeen yr olds and dey are managers, wearing ties and all dat... man it seemed so wacko... and da place also so ulu... man it was kinda freaky... i dun think i'm able to really describe it... but it's just straight-out weird... and so me and fah were on my way back... and i think dere was a hantu... lol... damn freaky... we were so scared... we kept hearin weird sounds... and da whole underpass was so deserted when there shld be a lot of ppl normally... not even a soul in sight... and it was so freaky, we felt as thought someone was followin us... damn... okie but we braved da underpass and got thru it... to da PEOPLE... finally :lol:

okie so dat's all... probably headin out for a movie or dinner or sth... tata =)

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Saturday, July 16, 2005

my laptop was almost destroyed

well changed my blogskin twice today... and i love my layout now... it's just so fantastic!!! =)

today we had VB lesson... kinda proud of myself... at least i learnt how to write codes and all... cool eh??? =) of cuz, sth bad happened (as usual)... lemme narrate to you...

par: hey baby look at da blogskin... isit cool?

fah: where where?? (scrambles over with her mashed potatoes)
she then bends over da WHOLE com and looks.

fah: quite nice... oops!!! ahh!!!ahh!!! tissue!!!

and after a few seconds everything registered... she dropped da whole cup of mashed potato onto my laptop keyboard... da gravy was seepin...

par: omg! omg! omg! ahh! ahh!

damien: haha!

shawn: haha!

sian yang: haha!

and we spent da whole day takin out da keyboard, washin da keys, wiping da com, and fixin back da keyboard... thank god it could work... i was so freakin terrified!!! that's my $2000 baby... well, eveything seems to be workin fine (thank god)... but fah aint gonna get near my baby ever again! evil? *lol*

my day was pretty okie... life's pretty good... tmr i have skool... some drawin course... cool, i love drawin anyways... some guy called me up for an interview... i guess i'm going down tmr... just to take a look =)

da model thingie called me... i'm going down for da photoshoot on wed... wish me luck!!!

Thursday, July 14, 2005

so happy

i'm in skool right now. i feel so happy. i'm gettin happier day by day. i can't wait.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

jokeeee

another joke for everyone:


In school one day, the teacher decided that in science class she would teach about the elements. So she stood in the front of the class and said, "Children, if you could have one raw element in the world what would it be?"

Little Stevie raised his hand and said, "I would want gold, because gold is worth a lot of money and I could buy a Porsche."

The teacher nodded and called on little Susie.

Little Susie said, "I would want platinum, because platinum is worth more than gold and I could buy a Corvette"

The teacher smiled and then called on Little Johnny.

Little Johnny stood up and said, "I would want silicon."

The teacher said, "Why Johnny?"

He responded by saying, "Because my mom has two bags of it and you should see all the sports cars outside our house!"

longgg entry abt my day

i have tons to update... i dun even know where to start... well it all happened ystd but i was so tired when i reached home, i doinked out totally =)

Yesterday

Firstly, i had my tarot cards read ystd... freakin hell, all da time i drew my cards, it all meant da same thing... so da point is, should i believe it? or should i not? and some of da cards are just so freakin true... omg! basically da cards read dat i was fated to be with older guys, i would get married late and dat da guy i would marry would be older den me, possibly verryyyyy old... omg! but i would have a happy marriage... da older da guy, da better... and dat if i dun tone down my wilfulness i would be in hard times... hmmm not exactly da best cards u could have... and after some ponderin, i've decided =) i aint gonna believe da cards, i know i aint gonna be so stupid as to marry a man old enough to be my father, and dat da cards are just simply not true =) and i aint consolin myself... i really think da cards are just crap... *lol*

my luck just isnt good today... fah dragged me to da main canteen to eat with her friends... and i saw monkey boy... okie so we were talkin abt him and his gf... and we talkin all da way in da toilet, and guess what? his gf was in da toilet with us... wtf? obviously we weren't exactly praisin his gf to da skies... and she overheard da damn fuckin convo. bloody hell... i'm not gonna open my damn mouth in da toilet anymore...

after skool, i met up with my sec skool friends to watch a movie... well although i was a lil lazy, i really missed dem and it was great meetin dem all again... we went to watch fantastic four... quite nice... but a lil long-winded... i was waiting for da damn show to end... lols but still not dat bad overall =) after dat we were supposed to go out for dinner, but i was tired, so i went home... i cant believe i'm so tired, what did i do da whole day? sit in klass and play =) and i can still be tired... in fact i'm still feelin sleepy now... so i slept pretty early, ard twelve... missed out on all da tv shows... damn =)


Today

i cant believe my luck... it's so bad, it makes bad hair days look good.

today fah was late (again) and so we took da late mrt and so decided to get down at commonwealth... and i guess we were too tired, we din really notice dat we were on da wrong side of the road. and so we took da wrong bus. thank god, we discovered dat we on da wrong bus when we were at buona vista... already we were so late, and we had to be moving backwards... damn. okie, so we took another bus, which by da way, took forever to come, and so reach skool later den nine... and of cuz it doesn't end dere... i was grped together with da kuku... shit... now dat i dun wanna be in da same grp, everyday i seem to be in da same grpin as him when there is a re-grpin... i've managed to get out of all... but this one, i'm stuck, shit... and cuz i was late, work had already been done, so it made it virtually impossible to change grp... damn it, how bad can my luck get? thank god all re-grpin has been done... i dun have to worry (except for this grp) abt gettin him in any of my grps... thank god.


looking at my entries... i have this feelin it looks like one of cher's entries (super duper long)... oh well, it's just dat i have a lot to say =)

Monday, July 11, 2005

**whoot**

i'm ecstatic. i just got the greatest piece of news. loveee it. so excited. so happy. finally.

jokinggg

okie dokie another joke (i think fahm will like this one)

There was an american man who had a meeting in France.
He met a woman and that night they had their own meeting.
While they were having sex, she was yellin,"TROU FAUX, TROU FAUX!"
He did not know what that meant, but assumed it to be some sort of praise.

The next day, he went to play golf with the men he had the meeting with.
One of them made a hole in one.
He yelled,"TROU FAUX, TROU FAUX!"

They looked at him and said,"What do you mean wrong hole?"

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Lame.

A lady and her baby get on a bus.
The bus driver looks at the lady, and den da baby, and den screams,
"AHHH!!! That is the ugliest child I've ever seen!"

The lady, den totally disgusted, marches up to the back of the bus to sit down.
As she was sitting there absolutely furious,
a man asks,
"Are you okie, dear?"

The lady replies,
"I am so angry, the bus driver just insulted me."


The man says,
"You go back there and give that bus driver a piece of your mind, and I'll watch your monkey."

da dunces

the dunces of the klass:

dunce number one: cherie (still can be so happy she's a dunce)
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dunce number two: parvin (looks like some leukaemia kid)
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dunce number three: fahmezah (da dunce who thinks she's harry potter)
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(oops she deleted da pic, but i'm sure u can imagine)

taka food fest

okie i think our klass is like, totally weird... we have this extremely KUKU habit of stealin bus number plates... so far our victims : 111 and 132

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ahha... as we can see sian yang is such a ham... loveeeee takin photos... ahha =)

my cuz came over to my hse today... hmm we were talkin and all, and what he said actually made a lot of sense to me... what he said actually had some use to me... and i think i can totally relate to it... hmm, interesting *wink*

been pretty lazy to update... ystd we went out... me cher fah damien shawnie and zhuang zhuang... haha we went to the taka food fest, it was so crowded, but the food dere was pretty okie... nth to go wow wow over... but still, hint hint** the chocolates =)

i dunno whether right now i'm makin da right decision... whether i should go ahead with what i wanted to do in the first place... i dun even know if all this is worthwhile, or whether it would even work in da first place...

Friday, July 08, 2005

pictures galore

pretty lazy to type out some longgg entry... so here are da pictures for da week =)

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

shawnie scrawnie

i love shawn and he came late today. idiot. i dont love him anymore. ahha.

hate-me-hate world

today we had comm klass... of cuz as usual everything was last minute thanks to everyone goin out for lunch... kuku people who are not sensible and immature... they came back at exactly 1.59pm... wad made the fcuking diff???????why dont come back at 14:00:00??? useless people.

i'm going shoppin today =) with fahm ahha... i'm gonna make sure she buy her damn shoes so dat she dun have to run away frm guru everyday *wink* i think she lost weight from all dat runnin ahha...

i hate everyone today. today they all hate me. it's a hate-me-hate world.
bitches.
bastards.
scumbags.
showing that they are so proud of being bitches.

i cant bully cherie anymore. she's cryin now. oh well, i love her, no harm =)

nxt time i will bully other ppl, toge, hand in hand with cherie =)

target : triple science student
name : t**g s*****n
class : pl020*
age : 17
gender : bitch
what she wearin today : blue cardigan and jeans; specs
shoe she's wearin : pumps
bag : red and grey (dirty white)
trademark : her : "huh???"

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

i'm just runnin away

i'm a coward.
i have the answers right in front of me, and yet i'm so afraid to know.
afraid my expectations are too high.
it's in plain view.
i'm just runnin away.

please get lost.

for those people who shouldn't be on this page, readin my blog, please get lost. you have no business readin what i write.

normal day

changed da blogskin at last... cherie is soo happy ahha =) emily da strange... hmmm...

cherie's blog is so kuku... after takin so much pains to make it look so nice... everything disappeared... gone... nothing left... she's so devastated. lol. now she's going crazy lookin for all da font codes... ahha *lol*

today's lesson was pretty fun... although i din have a clue what was going on, it was still okie, makin so much noise... ahha all da kuku cherie's fault... make me laugh... crazy... even da fac kept askin us what's so funny... ahha empty vessels make da most noise =)

hmmm supposed to go out for a movie... din really feel like going... thank god, we postponed in to another day, cuz someone else wanted to watch too, and he wasn't free today... so i guess i'm gonna be boreeeed again today...

lesson's gonna end soon. have no idea what i should do after skool. maybe slack ard. hmm.

Monday, July 04, 2005

why da fuck is he still not gettin a life?

da thought of him just pisses me off.
Big-time.
nabeh.
just what da hell have i gotten myself into?
just buzz off.

now my entire mood is spoiled.
shit.

forget abt dat... ahha today i made an improvement... i woke up at.... one! ahha so early =) i had da most wonderful dream... ehhe not gonna tell youuuu *wink*

let's see... what else can i say? aiyo, there's nth else.. weekends are always so boring... damn.

Sunday, July 03, 2005

thailand? community service?

supposed to go out today... but was too lazy =) by the time i woke up everyone went out already, left me all alone at home to rot away... i din even wake up too late... only five in the afternoon.

i'm so bored now... me and my friends are goin thailand in sept... for community service... what da hell? well at least we're gonna teach lil kids dere drawin and i love drawin so it's not dat bad, yea? i dun even know what possessed me to join this cca, man i'm gonna ditch it the moment i have the chance to *lol* fahm, you owe me one... i just hope dere are decent toilets... in fact, i'm only lookin forward to da shoppinnn ahha =)

hmmm well i guess dat's it... when something interestin happens ard here, dat'll be da next time i'll update =)

cheers.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

stupid entry

i dunno what is his freakin problem... and now all his freakin friends show me dat damn fuck face... nabeh**

life's been pretty alright.
definitely happier den last time.
me and my sis were not on talkin terms before.
now we on whackin terms.
it's alright, life's like dat anyways.

i think that i'm gettin closer to all that i ever wanted.
except monkey boy. he and his manjen girlfriend.
ahha but it's alright.
he'll be mine one day.
gosh, i sound so psychotic.
bLeah.

The life of a shoe-by Fahm

I was nearly gonna fall asleep when suddenly i felt my body being lifted up. I groaned. It was Parvin, she juz cant get enuff of me man, seriously, if i am a human, i will dismember her body!!
She wore her stinky pink socks and put me on...man, now i haf to walk for miles...Her mum, drove us to Jurong east...wad an idiotic gal, if i was her, i would bug my mum to send me to school.

Next, this gal, walk me all the way to bukit batok station..this crazy pagal gal wanna meet tat stupid pig Fahmezah who is always freaking late...So off we went.
But not to bad, Fahmezah was early today..Actually ah, i prefer fahmezah to parvin..shes sucha good gal....

Together parv and fahm board the smelly and packed train..like kanasai i tell u...everyone was practically stepping on me..so disgusting...i smell so eeky, like dog shit or cat shit..i dunno the difference but wadever it is, i stink of SHIT... tat kuku parvin betta wash me with pantene...i dun care, i am allergic to other soaps xcept for PANTENE.... Thank god we reached queenstown in abt 10 minutes, finally i could breath....BUT, even b4 i could breathe, my sole was being smeared with mucus and saliva..YUCKS....tat stupid gal did not see the apek's mucus man.....U SEE, I AM ALWAYS THE VICTIM... im so sick and tired of life... i need SEX...

people, get it in ur MOFO HEAD.....SHOES ALSO NEED SEX!!!!!!!

Friday, July 01, 2005

impossible

sometimes i think that it's impossible to step out of the shadow i live in...